Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Struggle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a overcast Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation erupted behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid stabs, similar to electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense discomfort behind a single eye that persists for three hours.
About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks typically begin with sudden, severe pain around one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a major journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are managed with acute therapy alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a